Tuesday, April 17, 2012

Bad or Good??

You are the mountain, you are the rock
You are the cord and you're the spark
You are the eagle, you are the lark
You are the world and you're remarkable

It's not hard for me to love you
Hard for me to love you
unconditionally


time:1657
date:10/4/2012

The moment which i felt be loved,and it is no more a uncertainty to me,but it is a confirmation <3

time:0100
date:18/4/2012

we are not be able to see each other for the past 7 days including today..The feeling is so uneasy and bad..Maybe i was used to see You everyday,almost,so it might be a bit hard for me to handle my emotion now..
Recently,my emotion has became very vulnerable..Failure,frustration,upset,nervous and fear strike on me at the same time..argh!!!It feels like a huge rock drop on me =(
And 2 more weeks left,its time to arm ourselves and ready to war..my nerves tense to the MAXIMUM..Besides,it also indicates that we are going leave this island soon and go for our own ways..Guys,i will miss you all and all the best in the future!!

突然没了安全感~why??To be honest,i myself also have no idea of why it gone suddenly?Why it will happen on me??Weaker,I'm~

One thing im sure of is HE will always be my side no matter what happen..HE will give me strength when im weak,HE will comfort me with HIS hand when im upset..Father God,please give me strength and help me to survive over this messy emotion and feeling..AMEN!!!